Last Trip

I'm 1.5 hours away from the pier. I have to leave now or else I won't make it to the last trip. Anyway, there are still lots of RORO ships where I can ride.

I'm converting videos that's taking forever to put into MP4s. Im risking my time for money. Hell! The things I do nowadays for money. NO. I am still not on the verge of selling myself for the pleasure of others. God! I'm so frustrated!

I am right now being controlled by the will to have money. Come to think of it, I shouldn't be worrying myself with how to have more money because I have more than enough for myself. Just as what my mom said "habang nagaaral ka, responsibilidad pa rin namin ikaw". I can't even really really enjoy the company of my friends or my loved ones nowadays because I am so filled with the overwhelming need to have money. I'm so frustrated because I can't even truly enjoy myself. It shouldn't be like this. I'm so... frustrated.

To everyone who's experiencing being neglected by me, I truly am sorry. It's a personal thing and I apologize for not being the Roan I used to be. It'll be over soon, I hope.

It's 3:33pm. I won't make the last trip. Still I have to go.