Sleep Deprived or Depriving Myself of Sleep?

It's 5:30 in the morning. I've been up all night watching reruns of Project Runway Season 1. I can't sleep because I slept all day yesterday. Am I killing myself? I really don't know.

I started watching clips on YouTube to, maybe, induce myself to sleep but it's been four hours since I started and I don't feel a tad bit sleepy! I'm so frustrated because I want to sleep because the longer I am awake, the hungrier I get and sleep is more possible than eating at this time. Maybe I should go buy a good book to help me sleep. I'm not used to not reading before hitting the sheets but I've read all the books I have at hand. So, yeah, maybe I should buy a new book.

I am so craving for Old Spaghetti House's Seafood Marinara or Sbarro's Baked Zitti and Spinach and Mushroom pizza. Just the thought of those food really whets my appetite. Damn! I shouldn't have mentioned it, I just have gone from a bad to worse craving for food. My tummy's growling too much. I have to sleep so as not to think of food that bad anymor

I have to get my biological clock re-regulated so that I would get the amount of rest that I need. How do you get a doctor to prescribe you sleeping pills? The sky's lightening up. I don't want Monday to come yet (except if its already April 7).

Almost Relaxing

Shooting for AV Comm definitely took the heartaches cause by the Stat exam. Yes, the stat exam was horrible!

I have finished shooting and editing two out of five commercials now. I just hope my groupmates would be able to give me their footages for editing on tuesday, latest. Im so giddy on editing that Im excited to work on their footages (come on groupmates! I want to edit your work :D).

I'll be posting all of our commercials as soon as we have already passed a copy to sir Beaver. Im so excited about it, really. :D

By the way guys, Lanie lost her phone last night. She called me up and she was like crying while wandering Ayala. I just pray that she was able to get to somewhere safe before the night ended. She really sounded scared. Anyway, her sun number is 0922-5496451. Please do contact her through that number and identify yourself.

Good luck to all of us. I hope I get a positive response from McCann.. 0_o

Almost Relaxing

Paano Ba Maglambing?

Hindi nga ba talaga ako malambing? Ano nga ba yung lambing at paano mo to ipapakita sa isang tao?

Siguro kung bata ka, masasabi mong malambing ako. Naguguluhan talaga ako. Dati iniisip ko sila ang may problema kung hindi nila nararamdaman. Lagi kasing nagrereklamo sila Daddy na wala raw akong kalambing lambing sa katawan. Okay lang yun sa kin dati. Isip ko, hindi ko na problema kung hindi n'yo maramdaman basta ako, mahal ko kayo, ipinapakita ko sa paraang kaya ko.

Hindi raw ako nagtetext. E hello! Magtetext ka nga, magrereply ba naman siya? E di wag na lang magtext, sayang lang sa load. Hindi raw ako nagkekwento. Nakikinig ka ba pag nagkekwento ako e wala man lang karea-reaksyon ang mukha mo. Naparaming reklamo pero lahat iisa ang dahilan, hindi raw ako malambing.

Ngayon ikaw naman ang nagrereklamo sa parehas na dahilan na isinusumbat ng tatay ko. Ngayon naiisip ko, siguro ako nga ang mali, ako nga ang dapat magbago. Pero paano ba kasi yung paglalambing na gusto nyo?

Hindi ako kumportableng tratuhin kayong parang bata (paglambing para sa mga batang may edad 0-10 y/o ang kaya ko). Nahihirapan akong magbago dahil unang-una, hindi ko naman alam kung ano ang mali. Kelangan ko bang bigyan pa kayo ng maraming regalo? Kelangan ko bang sumulat pa ng love letter? Kelangan ko bang amu-amuin kayo? E HINDI AKO GANUN EH. Gawin ko man yun, isipin nyo na lang na hindi natural sa akin pag ginawa ko yun.

Hay. Sige.

Final Class Meetings Has Never Been This Happy-Sad

"Nothing makes me more sad than last days now already looking bak at fun learning times wid kids i hav grown to be accustomd to i wil miss all of u guys tel others my saturdays have been blessed by all of u n yes including d noise :)" - Sir Ron

Yes, he texted that without any punctuation whatsoever. I had a hard time reading it but nonetheless, it's still sweet.

This Saturday specifically my PR class has been the most memorable last class meeting I ever had. Sir Ron is definitely my favorite teacher. After four years in UP, this is the first time I can truly say that I enjoyed every minute of the class. This is his first and last (?) semester in UP and I just wish there are more teachers like him. He was able to connect with the class and even tolerate our nonstop noise. He NEVER walked out on us even though we were like a bunch of noisy brats.

UP really needs more teachers like him. Really, really, really needs a lot more teachers like him.

We'll miss you too sir Ron.

Barely Breathing

February didn't prove to be any easier than January. And now with March on its 2nd week, the tension is skyrocketing. Communications plan, two column script, final problem set, and a departmental exam are all due/happening on the 18th! That's seven days from now *looks at the time* no SIX days from today (or tonight). Aside from all the acad work we have to enslave ourselves in, we also have to find an organization that will employ us as interns for the summer.

I am really just so thankful that I can "abuse" my Dadei's internet connection as well as his writing and artistic skills. At least someone can help me.. :D

This is definitely the most nerve racking sem I ever had. Why in the world do we need to do all of those on the 18th? Thank goodness, Sir Villar has the heart to post pone the deadly journal manuscript to a much much later date. I'm loving sir Villar now.

To my batchmates who are graduating this April, congratulations! I truly am proud of you all and only wish I could graduate on time as you could.