Promises

Promises are made to be broken. I have to agree. Promises are most of the time made not intentionally to be broken but in the end, it still results to that.

I'm a girl who cries and laughs over the most mundane things. That decription has sticked to me for almost four years now, and for almost four years now, I'm desperately trying to learn how to hide the common disappointments that constantly bother me. Sometimes, I just console myself with the thought that "maybe he promised just so you would feel better" but then I ask "I am better now?"

Anyway, I'll have a five day vacation while waiting (desperately) for McCann to call. I won't be bringing my laptop as I have a LOT to bring. I shouldn't have bought the inflatable swimming pool, I'll have a hard time carrying it tomorrow.

I don't want to cry anymore. So maybe I'll just sleep. No more promises please, especially if you can't stick to it. I respect your word, I trust it so much, well maybe that's where I went wrong. I trust TOO MUCH.

Good night.